3-19-2024


It all comes back to blue.

Listening to the blues

but not always having the blues

but sometimes you're just really blue

and that's when they pluck the strings of your heart

the hardest,

finger picking 

your arteries

'til they feel like they'll break.

They never do, they just stay sore.


Blue Xanax, haven't seen those in awhile.

The Klonopin are blue now

and melt on your tongue, 

color the bumps and the spit

like bomb popsicles 

and you're a kid again.

Always were. 


You see those blue veins under your skin,

young 

and suddenly aware that blood runs through you

though you don't care much

even think it's a little fun

to get a little cut.


Sleepovers 

Stay up late

all night

and I'd say

"Look, it's blue outside,"

see the light peeking in the blinds.