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January disappeared

somewhere between sickness and substance abuse.


Grass dead and yellowed

the color of cheap beer.

Two nights of ice

silver in the morning light

like flame to tin foil

in the shadows of a dim truck.


My bed smells like cigarettes and sweat -

scents of men.

The woman left no trace.


Smells of friends

vetiver, osha root

patchouli.

Green smoke

and metallic both.

The paste of lipstick on a cheek

someone's cologne

inside the warmth of their jacket.