3-13-24
It's the way he kept grabbing my jaw
when he'd kiss me
Pull me forward by the neck.
I feel sorry if he had regrets
because I'm replaying it in my head.
I've wanted no man
in two years
and he's not what I'd expect.
It's only physical but
he's so good at feigning affection.
I don't want strings
just movement
just closeness
but never tethered
Hold me close.
and let me go
when I am ready.
Bits and pieces
it's just enough
Lips to neck
and hands that lock.